because I can't say it to you

Because it's awkward and I feel like it's not my place. I'm so sorry. It's not your fault, and it will be okay. Breathe, and take time to heal. Sometimes terrible things happen without reason and I wish I had an explanation ;I know you are wishing for the exact same thing. It's all part of a bigger plan(or at least that's what I'm hoping). I wish I could be there for you in a better way.