unpredictable

I have maybe the most unpredictable major ever. My design teachers tell you they want one thing, and they next day they forget what they told you, thus changing the level of success of your work, and suddenly you are a monumental, embarassing failure. Or maybe that's just me?

It can go the other way too. For example in 256today, I walk in and my peice looks totally different from anyone else's.I think to myself "of course." I truly feel like lately some cosmic force has taken up arms against me in attempt to thwart any efforts of mine to get ahead.

But then I see him putting the "succesful" peices on the board. He says "this one is a very dynmaic composition"...Wait, what? Mine?

I think I live in a state of confusion anymore.

someone said I would blog this

It was actually said to make me look stupid, like I should be ashamed of my blog, which I'm not. I actually don't give a fuck what anyone reads and how it makes me look or not look. I don't manage your time....so why should the way I manage mine come under scrutiny? And in a related stream of thought, that is actually the purpose for this post, I would never degrade someone's personal beliefs to a couple of sweeping generalizations. I wouldn't judge someone for their lack of belief, a choice made based upon their own personal experiences, so I feel that its unfair and unwarranted to belittle someone that does hold a different set of ideas to be true. There is a way to discuss these things without crossing a line, but taking aspects of a personal belief out of context and restating it in a way meant to make them look stupid is absolutely immature and uncalled for.