a weird time

I believe I have found myself in crisis. The indicators of such are a general mistrust of most people, a disdain for the fickle nature of friendships, shame in being a member of a wasteful and selfish population, and disinterest in the superficial offerings of higher education,my chosen vocation, and the social infrastructure associated with each. The helplessness I feel stems from a lack of solution and a feeling of complete isolation. The bitterness I harbor is a result of betrayal. For the first time in my life, I have absolutely no direction.