oops.

I don't want to detail out how it happened, but Micah and I accidentally interrupted a funeral procession today. Of course we didn't know what was going on until it was too late. I feel that by confessing, I may find myself absolved....eesh.

Also, Leah disapproves of my Cotton Eyed Joe habit and of my metallic peacock hued nails, but I have no immediate plans to change either.

After watching one too many wedding shows(again) I have this pressing urge to get a makeover/poofy dress.

Finally, God Bless New Jersey, and everything that comes from it. This great state has exponentially added to TV's entertainment value, and indirectly, my own happiness.

Actually Finally, to all those hostile picture seekers, I know it's been ten years since I took pictures of you, your dog, your graduation, your vacation, etc.... once I get past being overwhelemed by uploading 123654789 photos, I will get it done, promise.

unsaid

If I construct hundreds of drafts of hate messages, and don't send them...I say no harm , no foul.

sound

"Well I've been afraid of changing, 'cuz I built my life around you."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM7-PYtXtJM

grateful

There will always be the close friends who are there for you and love you no matter if you are wrong or right. The ones who hate who you hate, who love whatever makes you happy.

And then there's that one person who unexpectedly shows up when you're down to let you know they are there. Someone you never would have thought would step in to cheer you up.

I am entirely grateful and flattered to have been blessed by both.

things

Last night I dreamed the world was ending and we were on the run. I also dreamed while making the escape(to where I don't know) I tried to steal my next door neighbor's boyfriend. I haven't ever met my neighbor's boyfriend or thought of him in a sexual way...so that's odd. Also I dreamed I had to not only tell my mother that I was going to die, but reveal to her that I was going to hell because I hadn't lived a Christian life.

Needless to say I am feeling weird today. I have already tried on approximately 4 outfits. The only place I have to go today is the library to return some overdue CDs (image that...ME with a late fee. unbelievable...haha). There could be sushi in my future, but more likely it will be a frozen meal and yet another wedding show via On Demand. I would suggest retail therapy to myself, but I am pretty sure that only works if you have money to spend.

On a lighter note, youtube the PS22 Chorus and prepare to be blown away.

guess what

This morning Micah rolls over and says "what time is it?"

me: "I don't know" "um....8:46"

scarymicah:" what...WHAT?! !@#$ BANG BOOM CRASH"

Apparently his first day at Quaker Steak and Lube began at 9... Thus ensued a frenzied car ride in the rain, with me driving to beat the clock. Needless to say, we barely made it out alive...

But my real hero moment of the day was when I realized I was going to pile drive an adorable turtle into the ground if I didn't slam on my brakes and attempt vehicular suicide by swerving away from this little guy.

When parking to come to his rescue, I came across ANOTHER turtle. I saved two lives today.Make that three if you count Micah....er, his job. Four if you count the fact I didn't die trying to save the other three lives. What the fuck did you do this morning? Indulge in some saturated fats and preservatives? I thought so. I might as well be Bear Grylls.

Haha, that is all.

gypsy feet

My friend Lauren used this term the other day to describe what her granny used to say about her ever present desire to get away. I feel it now more than ever, and can't help but imagine myself on the west coast, in a successful career, with interesting friends and a solid social life. Oh graduation....where are you? I think I just need a little substance to my day to day.